Monday, March 2, 2015

Random Update: El Salvador (2.3.15)

We made it. After unexpectedly getting stuck in Houston for a night (got to try Shiner beer though... yum...), we arose bright and early from our United-Airlines-discount rooms at Holiday Inn and bused to the airport again for a 6:30AM flight to San Salvador, capital and largest city of El Salvador. 

Some basic info about the country: El Salvador is the size of Masschusetts. It is bordered by Honduras and Guatemala. It only has coastline on the Pacific. The US dollar is their official currency. 

Some basic info about why I'm there: I got into a class called "Economic Development in El Salvador", an economics elective taught by Father McGowan. For spring break we have come to El Salvador to listen to colleagues and friends of Fr. McGowan talk about various topics like microfinance, remittances, and government policy. We also get a hefty dose of Salvadoran culture. 

Back to the recap: We each had to pay $10 for a tourist visa at El Salvador's customs. After a five minute drive from the airport in our 15 person van, two  things became very clear. First, Coca-Cola is ubiquitous, all-powerful, and profoundly linked to all things marketing here. Even the street (read: highway) vendors had Coca-Cola banners lining their summer-camp-fort boutiques made of fallen trees and large branches tied together. These vendors populated the hot, dusty highway to San Salvador, mostly selling mangos. Second, English is gross and everywhere. Ok, "gross" is just my opinion, but here's why it is gross to me: I saw a huge Corona beer billboard that read "Find Your Beach" in English. When a Mexican beer company advertises in English in El Salvador, something strange is afoot. Maybe English is just a cool language these days. Nonetheless, the astounding penetration of foreign consumerism and marketing here is certainly something concerning.

So those were my first impressions. Here's some more of what we actually did today...

After arriving at the UCA (University of Central America) on-campus residency and decompressing for an hour, we got a tour of campus and went to the nearby grocery store. Most of the $ prices are comparable, but the ratio of prices to average income is certainly not. I got a pack of Salvadoran wafer crackers for $1.35. After a logistically staggered lunch, Father McGowan (who was leading all of our travels, if I failed to make that clear) rounded us up and took us to four important sites and events. 

(1) The church where Óscar Romero was killed in 1979. The powers that be (or rather, were) didn't like what Father Romero said one day about violence and how it should be stopped. They killed him the next day as he stood at the front of his church. 

(2) The rose gardens where the six priests, a woman, and child were killed in 1989. Similar story, different year, more victims, more martyrs. 

[Note: these blurbs don't even begin to capture these two events and their myriad meanings to Salvadorans and the world—they're not trying to; I'm just recounting where we went]

(3) Downtown. The main church in the city and the street markets. Church was quite traditionally pretty, but I'm not really one for traditional churches. Barcelona can do that to you. The market around the corner was a wild mess of gasoline, fresh fruit, Coldplay, smells of baked sweets, The Beatles, mild and constant sweating; pigeons unabashedly washing themselves in dirty gutter water; a two-year-old smiling and playing with her brother while she sat leashed to a sideways cardboard box under her family's table on a street corner; a Salvadoran woman's eerily warning us to "be careful," probably nearly exhausting her English vocabulary in doing so; a brief negotiation for an El Salvador soccer jersey (settled for $12). Overshadowing it all was my interminable fear of all things having to do with questionable street markets in Spanish speaking countries. Looking at you, Argentina. Being anywhere near there at night would be my nightmare. Later that night, I would learn why (calm down parental units, nothing happened)...

(4) ...because later that night we had our first lecture back on UCA's campus with a man named Richard. He talked about an astounding amount of topics. I furiously typed notes on my iPhone. Most immediately striking was our collective disillusionment of the seemingly innocent street market where I had just purchased a jersey. He said plainly that that market is run by the enormous Salvadoran mafia. Vendors pay upward of $600 for two meters of floor space, a result of price usurping from the mafia's monopoly. Suddenly that woman's warning became more than a thoughtful utterance: it was a very real warning, whispered to us in English to avoid detection by evil ears. Over 70% of the Salvadoran economy is in this "informal" sector. Most of this "informal" sector does not deal in soccer jerseys, cookies, and fruit. Most of this "informal" sector is the drug trade, clandestine enough not to be glaringly obvious to us gringos in passing through downtown. Sitting between Colombia and Mexico, El Salvador is one of many gatekeepers along the cocaine road north. Cartels outsource supply line responsibility to locals in Central America. It's all frightening, but mostly sad. It is frightening because of how sophisticated the cartels have become: they have even started taking over public schools in El Salvador in hopes of boosting their future ranks with loyal businessmen and lawyers who study in Mexico or the United States and then return to the clandestine family business. It is sad because it is a cannibalistic social machine that preys on good people by giving them no other option but to follow la coca or la piedra.


The rose garden. 
 

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Reasons I can't study right now

Two years ago, three of my closest friends got pulled over on the road that runs right by campus. All three are men of color. The white police officer had the power to pull them over. She gave the reason that there was someone in the back seat who “appeared to be moving around, maybe hiding drugs or a gun.”

I am not that police officer. That’s not me.
I didn’t get pulled over for my skin color. That’s not me.

In July, an American I never met and never saw was confronted by the police. He was a man of color. The white police officers had the power to detain him. They gave the reason that he was selling loose cigarettes. He protested his innocence. They immobilized him with force. They killed him. He lived in this country. He had a life, and it mattered.

I am not those police officers. That’s not me.
I am not Eric Garner. That’s not me.

I have felt disconnected from the Black Lives Matter movement. My white friends have felt disconnected. White people in general have felt disconnected. I struggle with this reality. But I have come to the following conclusion, and wish to express it. The disconnect that non-racist white people experience can be boiled down to a question: When we already treat others the way we wish to be treated, and when we don’t experience racism from police, how can we connect to Black Lives Matter? It is hard for non-racist white people to relate to Eric Garner’s killing and the problems it exposes for two reasons. First, we disassociate ourselves from the accused police officer: “We would never do that, that’s not me.” We are not part of the in-group that commits acts of violent, targeted racism. Second, we disassociate ourselves from the victim: “The police have never treated me that way, that’s not me.” We are not part of the in-group that experiences acts of violent, targeted racism.

With every new accused attacker I think, that’s not me. With every new victim I think, that’s not me. It would be hard to ignore that these terrible things have happened even if I wanted to, because they fill up social media and traditional media alike. But I don’t want to ignore it. I want to connect to it. However, it is easy to see why I struggle. It is easy to see why others like me tune out. It is easy to see why white people disconnect.

I do not like having to think about my friends in any other way than their just being my friends. I do not like having to admit that while I may see them as folks who inspire me and influence how I live my life, there are people in our country in positions of power who sometimes only see my friends by the color of their skin. I do not like having to think about their skin color, because it is not something normally I do. That’s not me.

I do not like having to think about members of my community in any other way than their just being members of my community. I do not like having to admit that while I may see them as other college students around campus, there are people in our country in positions of power who sometimes only see members of my community by the color of their skin. I do not like having to think about their skin color, because it is not something I do. That’s not me.

I do not like having to think about the Americans who I have not met and who I do not see in any other way than just being Americans like me. I do not like having to admit that while I may think of them as people with lives that matter, there are people in our country in positions of power who sometimes only see members of my country by the color of their skin. I do not like having to think about the color of their skin, because it is not something I do. That’s not me.

But I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who pulled someone over for the color of their skin. I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who killed a man. And I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who has power and targets black people unfairly. I stand up because that shouldn’t be anyone.

And I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who got pulled over. I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who was targeted. And I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who was killed. I stand up because that shouldn’t be anyone.

Don’t separate yourself from issues that matter, from other lives that matter.

Don’t let yourself say that’s not me.

Know that it shouldn’t be anyone



Top left: rectangular widows to the prison. Inmates audibly beat on the glass through their indoor metal window coverings, in rhythm with our chants of "Black Lives Matter." This image has been burned onto my mental hard drive for what would appear to be forever. 

Monday, November 3, 2014

Random Update (3.11.14)

Big thanks to the Davidson County absentee voter system for making it so easy to vote. I emailed them the PDF requesting my ballot, they mailed me my ballot last week, and I promptly mailed it off after an intense afternoon of googling candidates and propositions. A brief comment: the wording on ballots for propositions is cumbersome and inaccessible. It doesn't make a whole lot of sense for it to be so confusing. I would guess it is even more confusing for other people, especially those who don't have an amazing grasp of the English language. 

Anyways, going back to apple pies. Here's a silly article I wrote after spending the last few weeks baking apples pies from our Sunday apple picking. Be prepared! 

http://bcheights.com/opinions/2014/inflating-ego-easy-pie/

Yummm


It's all 12 of us! Billy takes all the credit for this photo... We threw a Halloween party this Friday and this was the centerpiece of the Facebook event.

This week I have 3 midterms, 2 problem sets, and a quiz that I just took. This is also known as "hell week" i.e. a week you spend in a library studying. Despite how stressful that may sound, it's actually been relaxing not to have soccer take over my life. So there's that. 

Happy Election Day Eve. 

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Random Update (5.10.14)

I suppose I'll just summarize today, since today was pretty awesome. First I woke up around 10:00AM and began writing the article I would end up emailing to my editor a few hours late later that evening. Ah, sweet procrastination. Whoever decided guilt was the correct feeling to associate with procrastination was profoundly mistaken on the simple pleasures in life. Like apple picking. Pat ambled downstairs around noon and reminded me of his idea at dinner last night to go for a drive with some friends out to an apple orchard and enjoy the beautiful fall colors and the sun on a sunny Sunday sun sun sun. I believe I just broke the record for most uses of "sun" in a sentence! Forgive my lapse into the absurd. To continue with the day, Pat and I grabbed some lunch from Lower and waited for the three other troops to arrive (Jonathan, a good friend, plus Abigail and Jessie, also good friends but known for shorter periods of time). The five of us strolled over to Comm. Ave. and piled into our roommate Chris' van, which he kindly lent us for the day. We jammed out to some relaxing folk/americana/classic rock as we meandered through the Massachusetts back roads in search of crispy apples. Thankfully, we were a gabby bunch, and the conversation never faltered, especially with such diverse and witty characters as Jonathan (India) and Jessie (South Africa). We eventually made it to the road on which the apple orchard lay. However, seeing as it was a beautiful fall Sunday to pick apples, we recognized that we were not, in fact, the only ones to go apple picking. So instead of waiting around and proceeding at a snail's pace for the last mile and a half, we parked in a park (is that a pun? I don't even know) and walked along the road. I kept my eye on this one Nissan coupe the whole walk - we definitely equaled his pace the entire way. Once we found the orchard and farm house and farm store and cider donut (!) line, we knew we had made the only correct decision available for such a day. It was positively gorgeous. We wandered along some paths, vaguely following directions from stray apple-pickers, vaguely following our natural apple-picking instincts, and eventually arrived at the apple-picking-bag kiosk. We got 3 bags among the 5 of us, and off we went. It was a very human afternoon. Mitchell and Dad just left this morning, it was great to see them, and the weekend when they come back with the other familiar units looks to be a blast! 

Pat's driving. I'm shotty. 

Friday, September 12, 2014

Random Update (12.9.14)

Definitely my busiest semester yet. I switched out of writing an economics thesis and into two more classes, one with my old honors professor from sophomore year (he's the best) and the other one an environmental economics elective which I'm taking with Pat and Jonathan, two of my closest friends. This means I am overloading for my fifth straight semester at Boston College. It's a bit funny, because credit-wise, I could graduate in December as a Hispanic Studies major, and Physics/Economics double minor. But the plan is to finish the Economics major; hence, many classes. 

Here's the breakdown:

Monday
Econometrics Lab
10:00 - 11:00
Learning STATA, a data analysis program. Should be cool. Lots of computers and coding and things.

Environmental Economics
18:00 - 19:15
An interesting elective. Definitely interested in this sort of stuff. Seems like it will be a lot of cost-analysis and quantifying various effects of humans on the environment. Lots of resource management (water, oil mostly) as well as a bit of climate change economic policy analysis. My teacher is Turkish.

Tuesday
Contemporary Latin American Writers
10:30 - 11:45
Currently reading these Guatemalan short stories which are very cool. Addison and Ali, friends from Barcelona, are in this class with me. It's nice to have a Spanish refuge with them twice a week. Only drawback is the level of Spanish in the class. Even with regards to teachers, I was spoiled by awesome Spanish literature classes in Barcelona. BC is trying though, that's nice.

Econometrics
12:00 - 13:15
Arguably one of the hardest classes offered at BC, up there with organic chemistry, financial analysis, and various physics classes. Nothing too scary has happened yet. I'm hoping for a lot of math. If the scariness is due to math, I'll be fine. Economics in general should have higher math requirements (and also social science requirements!).

The Physics of Conventional and Alternative Energy
13:30 - 14:45
I finally have... a Jesuit teacher! For physics, no less. This class fits in very well with my economics class, actually. Currently we are going over petroleum and engines and efficiency and energy density and fuel mixtures and extraction techniques. Interesting stuff. This class also emphasizes the importance of water and oil and their finite supply. 

Macroeconomic Theory
15:00 - 16:15
Very cool time to take this class. Basically we start off every day with a discussion of current events (Scotland, their currency, and monetary policy come up a lot) and what the macroeconomics of various situations are. The lectures themselves are not too stimulating, but our Turkish professor is very engaging and begins every class with a pump-up song (and lets us email him suggestions the night before class). Yes, that's right. A third of my classes are taught by Turks.

20th Century Tradition I
19:00 - 20:15
The best end to the day. Marty Cohen was my teacher all of sophomore year. He is a powerful and influential teacher, but in a gentle and profound way. We are reading The Man Without Qualities by Robert Musil right now, and I really like it. It is a bit of a collection of ramblings, but they have some strange sort of loosely organized meaning strung through them all which hold it together. 

Wednesday
Environmental Economics
18:00 - 19:15

Thursday
 Contemporary Latin American Writers
10:30 - 11:45

Econometrics
12:00 - 13:15

The Physics of Conventional and Alternative Energy
13:30 - 14:45

Macroeconomic Theory
15:00 - 16:15

20th Century Tradition I
19:00 - 20:15

Friday
No class!


So that's the breakdown. Busy Tuesdays and Thursday, and lots of classes overall. As for other things going on, there is club soccer, undergraduate senate, writing columns for the school newspaper, and a potpourri of less scheduled involvement. The guys I am living with are an absolute pleasure. Lots of witty banter, board games, cookouts, tailgates, a wine and cheese night, a big party last Saturday, and in general a great time. It certainly is something, all this involvement. I have found that I maintain pretty even levels of stress regardless of the situation, but that strangely enough I get even less stressed when I have a lot of things I need to do. So the involvement is fun and oddly de-stressing. It keeps me busy, but doesn't rule my life. Boston College is not an easy school to get into, but it is an easy school to get into, in terms of involvement. Just last Friday I was walking around the activity fair in one of the quads, and wow, I thought, there is just so much to offer. This fair was a collection of hundreds of clubs presenting themselves to (mostly) the underclassmen. I threw my name down for a few, on the off-chance that one of the mass emails from a club's listserv catches my attention and fits into my schedule. 

In more personal news, I banged my foot pretty badly last Sunday, so I will be taking this weekend of soccer off. We have our first home game on Sunday, which makes that less than enjoyable. The trainer is "pretty sure" it's not a fracture. However if the pain hasn't gone away by next Monday, I will be going to get an x-ray.

If anyone is interested in reading my first article for The Heights, here is the link: Heights Article

Barcelona reunion, with Tanja (top right) being the biggest surprise, visiting from Vienna, Austria.

We have purchased a hammock. I had a lovely nap on Wednesday afternoon. 

Put up my Catalan flag (called a senyera) for Catalan national day.

These are photos from some friends in Barcelona. Wish I could have been there. 


Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Random International Update (9.7.14)

I'm terrible luck for sports teams. The two years I was at Boston College, our football team had some of their worst losing seasons (only a few years earlier, they were #2 in the nation with Matt Ryan). Also in Boston, I watched the Red Sox fail to make it to the playoffs when they lost to Baltimore (go Orioles? I was conflicted). A year in Barcelona and Spain (well... Catalonia... but we'll say Spain for now) brought zero trophies from FC Barcelona, one of the most talented club teams in the world. They blew their chance to win the league on the last day of the season even though they boast a team composed of South American all-stars in attack (Brazilian Neymar, Argentinian Messi, and Chilean Alexis) and a legendary Spanish midfield behind them. But that was just Barcelona losing. Spain, as a nation, tumbled out of the world cup after (what everyone had assumed to be) the most embarrassing loss of the tournament, a 1-5 defeat to Holland. This was promptly followed by a loss to Chile, 0-2, thus completing their early return home. 

But my bad luck did not stop there. I decide to come to Brazil, and look what happens. Brazil's worst loss since 1920 (they lost 6-0 to Uruguay back then) and first competitive loss on home soil since 1975. The final score yesterday was 1-7, but the game was over after 28' minutes when Germany scored to make it 0-5. I was watching the game at a bar near Gávea, a neighborhood of Rio near the hill/mountain with the Christ statue. Well, I say bar. It was two bars with an open space in between, full of people. There were two covered areas (thankfully) because the torrential rains began about 20 minutes before the game started. Perhaps this portended their defeat, but who was to know. Everyone huddled under the clear plastic roof area. Great description there, I know. Anyways, large deposits of undraining water collected in depressions along the roof, causing it to sink and stretch the plastic. What did the crowd do? The crowd started cheering. It was a strange, illogical, mob-mentality wish to get collectively showered. A few staff members managed to manage the situation for select water deposits by poking small holes in the plastic with a makeshift contraption of a wooden staff with a thin wire fixed to the end. This worked surprisingly well, making the outflows of the depressions equal to the inflows. Once the rain died down, everything was dandy. But the floor was wet. 

The happy futebol mood quickly ended with Germany scoring many, many goals. A few people left before halftime. After halftime, Germany scored goal #6. This was the DJ's queue to turn off the television announcers and game noises, and start playing happy music. Everyone just kinda left the national team to suffer by themselves, moved to the disco lights, and started having a great time. It was an impressively quick turn around, and while obviously not every part of the country reacted this way, the small part I was in confirmed that Brazil knows how to be happy.

Backtracking a little now. Alex, Vinny, and I road tripped to Rio from São Paulo on Friday morning. São Paulo is on a huge plateau, so 90% of the way was downhill (a bit surprising during a 5 hour drive). On our approach to Rio, maybe 45 minutes or so outside, the road climbed and declined a range of green mountains. There was a nice view out the left side of the car:


We arrived in Rio around 10:30 AM and met Rafa and his family at his grandparents' apartment. We took our bags inside, only to find out that we would be staying with Rafa's sister and boyfriend at their apartment instead (they had spare beds). So we took our bags back outside. Vinny went with Rafa and his family to the Germany - France game that afternoon, and Alex and I watched the game on a huge screen on the beach with thousands of people. It was quite the experience. Later that night we reconvened at Rafa's sister's apartment, washed up, ate dinner, and watched the Brasil - Colombia match. Alex made an awesome Caipirinha for me. After the match we went to a party held at the horse racetrack nearby. Apparently they use it as a discoteca/club when the horses aren't racing. 

Saturday was a beach day. We got up early (9:30 AM is early, ok!) and drove to Rafa's old neighborhood (his parents recently sold the house and moved to London for work, I believe) and went down to the beach there. It was awesome. Highlights include playing keep away from a local puppy dog with a soccer ball, and the water temperature. It is winter here and the water is warmer than Santa Cruz! 

Nice little beach. We had to decline a grassy/rocky path that turned into just grass and rocks by the end. 

Juggling circle. Vinny took sneaky photos of us. That's Alex and Rafa, by the way (left, right)


The guys. Eduardo, me, Alex, Rafa, and Vinny.

Not a bad view from Rafa's sister's apartment! Rio sure is beautiful.



On Sunday night Vinny and Alex dropped me off at Luca's apartment. His family is super amazing and awesome. I fear they are making me eat too much, but that's the only qualm. We spent the first few days catching up on times from Barcelona and Brazil, since he had left in December. I've learned a lot of Portugues in the last few days, especially thanks to a poker night with Luca's friends and last night after the Brazil - Germany game. The best way to learn a language is to just jump into it, sound ridiculous, and make a fool of yourself.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Random International Update (3.7.14)

My first two days in São Paulo have been really great. I arrived around 5:00 AM to the airport and arrived at Alex's apartment around 5:45 AM. He lives on the 14th floor of a big building - there are a lot of apartment complexes such as his in this city. This city is enormous, slightly unorganized, and full of character. It is difficult to orient oneself because, well, it's just too big for that. There are five areas - the four cardinal directions plus the center. So far I have seen three of these areas. After arriving at the apartment, saying hello, and meeting Alex's dad, however,the only area of São Paulo I saw was the guest bed. This tour lasted three hours and was amazing. I slept extremely well because... Alex and his dad surprised me with tickets to the Argentina - Switzerland game! So Alex, Lucas (younger brother), and I headed out to the stadium around 10:30 AM for the 1:00 PM kickoff. The subway was packed, and the weather was pleasantly warm and sunny (cannot get over that this is the winter weather). The game was a nail-biter and was highlighted by the singing Argentines - this of course was met by all the adopted Switzerland fans, i.e. all of Brasil. Messi dribbled down and assisted the winning overtime goal, that sure was cool. I was secretly cheering for them, always have a soft spot for Argentina despite the criminal experiences. Afterwards we headed back to the apartment and went to see the USA game in a bar around the corner - heartbreaking game. But the food was delicious. First there were these meat empanadas with vegetable sauces. Then they brought out a mini grill to the table along with a long, raw, pre-sliced cut of rump steak. You cook your meat at the table! Cool idea - and it's easier than that sounds. After the game Alex and I met Andre in town after he finished work. I met Andre last fall and spent a lot of time with him all of that semester. He is currently working slave hours at Merrill Lynch - we spent an hour or so catching up and (in his case) eating (late lunch/early dinner for the 5:00 PM USA game left me quite full. Andre invited us both to his house for dinner on Wednesday with his family. After dinner Alex and I went back to the apartment and played some FIFA.

Today (Wednesday) was a day full of soccer. We woke up slowly, had lunch in the apartment, then biked over to the big central park of São Paulo with a soccer ball. We bought some fresh coconut water, then kicked around for a while until a group of other kids asked if we wanted to play a game, which of course we did. Basically, there is this enormous, grassy field full of happy people playing soccer. It was also a beautiful day. I could not have asked for much more, honestly. After the small game ended, we biked to the supermarket to help Alex's younger brother (he's 18 or so) and his friends pick up some meat and charcoal for a barbecue that night. Upon returning home, we decided to play more soccer with Lucas and his friends who he had invited for the barbecue. After playing soccer for an hour or so, Alex and I showered and headed out to Andre's house, which was about twenty minutes away by car. His family is amazing, and we had one of the best meals ever! A huge pan of risotto with, yes, more steak. All in all, a great day!


Best surprise ever! Was not expecting to go to a game!

The metro. Was. Packed.

See?

Pre-game warm-ups.

Argentina - Switzerland

Kickoff.

That's old, fat Brazilians Ronald on the right, in the blue shirt. Kinda cool.

The cathedral in downtown São Paulo. 

The best of guys!