Random Update: El Salvador (4.3.15)

Today was translation day. Lots and lots of translation. We went around the western parts of the country and talked to a variety of small cooperative/community businesses: a carpentry, two homemade organic/ecological jewelry spots (made from seeds or plastic (the jewelry, not the spots)), and a cacao farmer training outpost. Javier, an engineering student at UCA who is traveling with us, and I served as translators for these interactions. It was a bit exhausting, but so amazing to be immersed so fully in Spanish once again. I have been so busy re-absorbing English (re-learning, some of my friends at BC would say...) and Boston College that I kinda let that passion burn down to flameless coals. Here it's come back full-fire. If I am speaking Spanish every day in life, I will be a happy camper. 

Random thoughts:

As we drive through the country, we pass many trees. I love driving through forests anyways, but here there is a special treat: every kilometer or so, one tree rise above the others in a brilliant burst of yellow. These are called cortés trees. One of the carpenters told me about the types of wood they use, and this little enjoyment of mine was given its proper name when he asked, "You know the cortés? The yellow ones?" I just smiled and said yes, yes I do know the yellow ones. 

City folks make fun of country folks everywhere. I asked Javier if he knew any Salvadoran expression for saying "It's damn hot!" since it was, and generally is, damn hot. He thought a little while and told me a few curse-word-filled phrases. But he also told me about another one: Está juerte la calor. The proper way to say this is está fuerte el calor, but people from San Salvador make fun of the mispronounciation of fuerte and the incorrect gender of the article la that the country people say. So, in reality, everyone says está juerte la calor, but some say it sarcastically.

We went to a pupusería for dinner, where we ate pupusas, a delicious stuffed tortilla that's pan fried and served with cold rice salad and tomato salsa. While we ate I asked Estrella, one of the various program coordinators who Father McGowan knows, what some of the other traditional Salvadoran dishes were. She answered with a few varieties of hot corn soup, one typically eaten in the mornings, one in the afternoon. My follow up question was "why in the world do Salvadorans eat hot dishes when it's always so hot outside?" She and Oscar, our van driver who also speaks Spanish, got a kick out of that. But apparently eating and drinking hot things actually make the relative sensation of heat more bearable by reducing the difference in temperature between the body and the air. British troops were cited as another example of this, since they used to drink hot tea in the dog days of summer on campaigns... But I'm guessing that's just because the British are obstinately proud of drinking tea. 

A tiny little flower, no bigger than my pinky finger's nail. 

Random Update: El Salvador (3.3.15)

Another jam-packed day. Here's a brief recap of our physical movements. Started the morning with a trip to a building in the north being used for a small business training program. The center helps folks learn technical skills: how to make shoes, sew shirts, and print custom designs on coffee cups, pottery, and clothing. After that, we vanned over to another church where yet another priest was murdered by the same militia government. This priest, Father Rutilio Grande García, was Óscar Romero's close friend and was the reason he spoke out against the violent crimes being committed without investigation. Romero's speaking out would cost him his life, too, as we learned yesterday. Lunch time came next, we stopped at a place called Pollo Campero, literally "Country Chicken." This chain is the Salvadoran equivalent of KFC. It was unsurprisingly tasty (hard to mess up fried chicken) and there was AC inside, which was a welcome relief. We stopped by a microfinance company after lunch and talked with a group of women who receive loans from them (company is called Enlace, literally "Link"). Finally, we vanned back home and listened to another talk, this time from a BC alumn and native Salvadoran named Gerardo. 

There is just so much on my mind, it's a bit annoying how tired I am and how tiny my iPhone's screen is. I guess I'll start from the beginning anyways. Memories are a dish best served fresh. 

(I) Self-employment training program up north: ADEPROCCA 

These folks get their funding from the good ol' gobierno, the government. They are contracted to produce a few thousand school uniforms and shoes which the government buys and distributes to public school children. The folks who work there spend around three to six months learning the trade, and then leave the organization having produced 100 pairs of their own type of shoe, designed by themselves. The idea is for these lower income folks to leave with the sense of pride of knowing how to do something as well as the basic business concepts to squeak by. Such a program undeniably helps, but it is such an uphill struggle to break the cycles of poverty. It is often hard to imagine that the economic benefits of such a program are terribly widespread and meaningful, but it is certain that the personal benefits of dignity and pride are priceless. Having walked with these people in the streets, it is hard to imagine a more meaningful goal than the gift of simple human dignity.

(II) Burial site of Father Rutilio Grande García

The words of Mr. Rick from last night are more fitting for El Salvador's depressing history and how they move on: "Time does not heal all wounds; things just get worked out in different ways."

(III) Microfinace Site: Enlace

We sat in a jumbled circle upstairs in a room not exactly designed for large meetings. The group of BC students and Father McGowan had an opportunity to talk to one of the collective lending groups within Enlace. It was a group of 10 women who all more or less worked in the cosmetics and jewelry industry. Industry is a strong term. They basically sell a few products from their homes, and used these small, short-term loans to cover stocking costs. Their stories were sad, but their willingness to participate and try to change and improve their lives was nothing but inspiring. Unfortunately, I was left with a similar feeling to what I had after the small business training program: this can never be enough.

(IV) Gerardo's Talk on UCA's Campus

This guy graduated from BC in 2011 and is a very amicable people-person. He grew up in a well-off family in a town outside San Salvador, went to the private British high school, studied at BC, worked at UBS for a few years, and then returned home to work in his family's pharmaceutical business. He talked a lot about El Salvador's problems. He was inspiringly and perhaps naively optimistic, despite all the problems his country has. I won't bore into details, but his ultimate vision for change is education coupled with jobs. Unfortunately, these wonderful goals are disillusioning in practice. Gerardo talked about the experience of a recent BC graduate who went on a Fulbright scholarship to San Salvador and how he underwent a visible transformation during his year there: " His face was not the same. His optimism was not the same. He had really felt something. He had seen something. The hard thing is keeping your hopes up, working hard, and doing something for change." 

The problems here revolve around drug violence and inequality. Every second here is a grim reminder of the El Salvadoran citizens' inability to overcome these two superhuman forces. Violence and poverty strip away dignity and hope and priests and fathers and children and futures and safety and livelihoods from the people who have no opportunity to help themselves. Not only do they have no opportunity, but they have little concept of what opportunity even is. The propinquity of the civil war that ended in 1992 and left 80,000 dead is impossible to ignore. There is a stigma here that runs deep. I'll end with Gerardo's take on it: "Changing a policy or a politician is easy. Changing the hearts of a people is very, very hard."

First site we went to

Production tally (raw economics)

Father García's church

Random Update: El Salvador (2.3.15)

We made it. After unexpectedly getting stuck in Houston for a night (got to try Shiner beer though... yum...), we arose bright and early from our United-Airlines-discount rooms at Holiday Inn and bused to the airport again for a 6:30AM flight to San Salvador, capital and largest city of El Salvador. 

Some basic info about the country: El Salvador is the size of Masschusetts. It is bordered by Honduras and Guatemala. It only has coastline on the Pacific. The US dollar is their official currency. 

Some basic info about why I'm there: I got into a class called "Economic Development in El Salvador", an economics elective taught by Father McGowan. For spring break we have come to El Salvador to listen to colleagues and friends of Fr. McGowan talk about various topics like microfinance, remittances, and government policy. We also get a hefty dose of Salvadoran culture. 

Back to the recap: We each had to pay $10 for a tourist visa at El Salvador's customs. After a five minute drive from the airport in our 15 person van, two  things became very clear. First, Coca-Cola is ubiquitous, all-powerful, and profoundly linked to all things marketing here. Even the street (read: highway) vendors had Coca-Cola banners lining their summer-camp-fort boutiques made of fallen trees and large branches tied together. These vendors populated the hot, dusty highway to San Salvador, mostly selling mangos. Second, English is gross and everywhere. Ok, "gross" is just my opinion, but here's why it is gross to me: I saw a huge Corona beer billboard that read "Find Your Beach" in English. When a Mexican beer company advertises in English in El Salvador, something strange is afoot. Maybe English is just a cool language these days. Nonetheless, the astounding penetration of foreign consumerism and marketing here is certainly something concerning.

So those were my first impressions. Here's some more of what we actually did today...

After arriving at the UCA (University of Central America) on-campus residency and decompressing for an hour, we got a tour of campus and went to the nearby grocery store. Most of the $ prices are comparable, but the ratio of prices to average income is certainly not. I got a pack of Salvadoran wafer crackers for $1.35. After a logistically staggered lunch, Father McGowan (who was leading all of our travels, if I failed to make that clear) rounded us up and took us to four important sites and events. 

(1) The church where Óscar Romero was killed in 1979. The powers that be (or rather, were) didn't like what Father Romero said one day about violence and how it should be stopped. They killed him the next day as he stood at the front of his church. 

(2) The rose gardens where the six priests, a woman, and child were killed in 1989. Similar story, different year, more victims, more martyrs. 

[Note: these blurbs don't even begin to capture these two events and their myriad meanings to Salvadorans and the world—they're not trying to; I'm just recounting where we went]

(3) Downtown. The main church in the city and the street markets. Church was quite traditionally pretty, but I'm not really one for traditional churches. Barcelona can do that to you. The market around the corner was a wild mess of gasoline, fresh fruit, Coldplay, smells of baked sweets, The Beatles, mild and constant sweating; pigeons unabashedly washing themselves in dirty gutter water; a two-year-old smiling and playing with her brother while she sat leashed to a sideways cardboard box under her family's table on a street corner; a Salvadoran woman's eerily warning us to "be careful," probably nearly exhausting her English vocabulary in doing so; a brief negotiation for an El Salvador soccer jersey (settled for $12). Overshadowing it all was my interminable fear of all things having to do with questionable street markets in Spanish speaking countries. Looking at you, Argentina. Being anywhere near there at night would be my nightmare. Later that night, I would learn why (calm down parental units, nothing happened)...

(4) ...because later that night we had our first lecture back on UCA's campus with a man named Richard. He talked about an astounding amount of topics. I furiously typed notes on my iPhone. Most immediately striking was our collective disillusionment of the seemingly innocent street market where I had just purchased a jersey. He said plainly that that market is run by the enormous Salvadoran mafia. Vendors pay upward of $600 for two meters of floor space, a result of price usurping from the mafia's monopoly. Suddenly that woman's warning became more than a thoughtful utterance: it was a very real warning, whispered to us in English to avoid detection by evil ears. Over 70% of the Salvadoran economy is in this "informal" sector. Most of this "informal" sector does not deal in soccer jerseys, cookies, and fruit. Most of this "informal" sector is the drug trade, clandestine enough not to be glaringly obvious to us gringos in passing through downtown. Sitting between Colombia and Mexico, El Salvador is one of many gatekeepers along the cocaine road north. Cartels outsource supply line responsibility to locals in Central America. It's all frightening, but mostly sad. It is frightening because of how sophisticated the cartels have become: they have even started taking over public schools in El Salvador in hopes of boosting their future ranks with loyal businessmen and lawyers who study in Mexico or the United States and then return to the clandestine family business. It is sad because it is a cannibalistic social machine that preys on good people by giving them no other option but to follow la coca or la piedra.

The rose garden. 

 

Reasons I can't study right now

Two years ago, three of my closest friends got pulled over on the road that runs right by campus. All three are men of color. The white police officer had the power to pull them over. She gave the reason that there was someone in the back seat who “appeared to be moving around, maybe hiding drugs or a gun.”

I am not that police officer. That’s not me.

I didn’t get pulled over for my skin color. That’s not me.

In July, an American I never met and never saw was confronted by the police. He was a man of color. The white police officers had the power to detain him. They gave the reason that he was selling loose cigarettes. He protested his innocence. They immobilized him with force. They killed him. He lived in this country. He had a life, and it mattered.

I am not those police officers. That’s not me.

I am not Eric Garner. That’s not me.

I have felt disconnected from the Black Lives Matter movement. My white friends have felt disconnected. White people in general have felt disconnected. I struggle with this reality. But I have come to the following conclusion, and wish to express it. The disconnect that non-racist white people experience can be boiled down to a question: When we already treat others the way we wish to be treated, and when we don’t experience racism from police, how can we connect to Black Lives Matter? It is hard for non-racist white people to relate to Eric Garner’s killing and the problems it exposes for two reasons. First, we disassociate ourselves from the accused police officer: “We would never do that, that’s not me.” We are not part of the in-group that commits acts of violent, targeted racism. Second, we disassociate ourselves from the victim: “The police have never treated me that way, that’s not me.” We are not part of the in-group that experiences acts of violent, targeted racism.

With every new accused attacker I think, that’s not me. With every new victim I think, that’s not me. It would be hard to ignore that these terrible things have happened even if I wanted to, because they fill up social media and traditional media alike. But I don’t want to ignore it. I want to connect to it. However, it is easy to see why I struggle. It is easy to see why others like me tune out. It is easy to see why white people disconnect.

I do not like having to think about my friends in any other way than their just being my friends. I do not like having to admit that while I may see them as folks who inspire me and influence how I live my life, there are people in our country in positions of power who sometimes only see my friends by the color of their skin. I do not like having to think about their skin color, because it is not something normally I do. That’s not me.

I do not like having to think about members of my community in any other way than their just being members of my community. I do not like having to admit that while I may see them as other college students around campus, there are people in our country in positions of power who sometimes only see members of my community by the color of their skin. I do not like having to think about their skin color, because it is not something I do. That’s not me.

I do not like having to think about the Americans who I have not met and who I do not see in any other way than just being Americans like me. I do not like having to admit that while I may think of them as people with lives that matter, there are people in our country in positions of power who sometimes only see members of my country by the color of their skin. I do not like having to think about the color of their skin, because it is not something I do. That’s not me.

But I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who pulled someone over for the color of their skin. I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who killed a man. And I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who has power and targets black people unfairly. I stand up because that shouldn’t be anyone.

And I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who got pulled over. I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who was targeted. And I don’t disconnect just because that’s not me who was killed. I stand up because that shouldn’t be anyone.

Don’t separate yourself from issues that matter, from other lives that matter.

Don’t let yourself say that’s not me.

Know that it shouldn’t be anyone. 

Top left: rectangular widows to the prison. Inmates audibly beat on the glass through their indoor metal window coverings, in rhythm with our chants of "Black Lives Matter." This image has been burned onto my mental hard drive for what would appear to be forever. 

Random Update (3.11.14)

Big thanks to the Davidson County absentee voter system for making it so easy to vote. I emailed them the PDF requesting my ballot, they mailed me my ballot last week, and I promptly mailed it off after an intense afternoon of googling candidates and propositions. A brief comment: the wording on ballots for propositions is cumbersome and inaccessible. It doesn't make a whole lot of sense for it to be so confusing. I would guess it is even more confusing for other people, especially those who don't have an amazing grasp of the English language. 

Anyways, going back to apple pies. Here's a silly article I wrote after spending the last few weeks baking apples pies from our Sunday apple picking. Be prepared! 

http://bcheights.com/opinions/2014/inflating-ego-easy-pie/

Yummm

It's all 12 of us! Billy takes all the credit for this photo... We threw a Halloween party this Friday and this was the centerpiece of the Facebook event.

This week I have 3 midterms, 2 problem sets, and a quiz that I just took. This is also known as "hell week" i.e. a week you spend in a library studying. Despite how stressful that may sound, it's actually been relaxing not to have soccer take over my life. So there's that. 

Happy Election Day Eve. 

Random Update (5.10.14)

I suppose I'll just summarize today, since today was pretty awesome. First I woke up around 10:00AM and began writing the article I would end up emailing to my editor a few hours late later that evening. Ah, sweet procrastination. Whoever decided guilt was the correct feeling to associate with procrastination was profoundly mistaken on the simple pleasures in life. Like apple picking. Pat ambled downstairs around noon and reminded me of his idea at dinner last night to go for a drive with some friends out to an apple orchard and enjoy the beautiful fall colors and the sun on a sunny Sunday sun sun sun. I believe I just broke the record for most uses of "sun" in a sentence! Forgive my lapse into the absurd. To continue with the day, Pat and I grabbed some lunch from Lower and waited for the three other troops to arrive (Jonathan, a good friend, plus Abigail and Jessie, also good friends but known for shorter periods of time). The five of us strolled over to Comm. Ave. and piled into our roommate Chris' van, which he kindly lent us for the day. We jammed out to some relaxing folk/americana/classic rock as we meandered through the Massachusetts back roads in search of crispy apples. Thankfully, we were a gabby bunch, and the conversation never faltered, especially with such diverse and witty characters as Jonathan (India) and Jessie (South Africa). We eventually made it to the road on which the apple orchard lay. However, seeing as it was a beautiful fall Sunday to pick apples, we recognized that we were not, in fact, the only ones to go apple picking. So instead of waiting around and proceeding at a snail's pace for the last mile and a half, we parked in a park (is that a pun? I don't even know) and walked along the road. I kept my eye on this one Nissan coupe the whole walk - we definitely equaled his pace the entire way. Once we found the orchard and farm house and farm store and cider donut (!) line, we knew we had made the only correct decision available for such a day. It was positively gorgeous. We wandered along some paths, vaguely following directions from stray apple-pickers, vaguely following our natural apple-picking instincts, and eventually arrived at the apple-picking-bag kiosk. We got 3 bags among the 5 of us, and off we went. It was a very human afternoon. Mitchell and Dad just left this morning, it was great to see them, and the weekend when they come back with the other familiar units looks to be a blast! 

Pat's driving. I'm shotty. 

Random Update (12.9.14)

Definitely my busiest semester yet. I switched out of writing an economics thesis and into two more classes, one with my old honors professor from sophomore year (he's the best) and the other one an environmental economics elective which I'm taking with Pat and Jonathan, two of my closest friends. This means I am overloading for my fifth straight semester at Boston College. It's a bit funny, because credit-wise, I could graduate in December as a Hispanic Studies major, and Physics/Economics double minor. But the plan is to finish the Economics major; hence, many classes. 

Here's the breakdown:

Monday
Econometrics Lab
10:00 - 11:00
Learning STATA, a data analysis program. Should be cool. Lots of computers and coding and things.

Environmental Economics
18:00 - 19:15
An interesting elective. Definitely interested in this sort of stuff. Seems like it will be a lot of cost-analysis and quantifying various effects of humans on the environment. Lots of resource management (water, oil mostly) as well as a bit of climate change economic policy analysis. My teacher is Turkish.

Tuesday
Contemporary Latin American Writers
10:30 - 11:45
Currently reading these Guatemalan short stories which are very cool. Addison and Ali, friends from Barcelona, are in this class with me. It's nice to have a Spanish refuge with them twice a week. Only drawback is the level of Spanish in the class. Even with regards to teachers, I was spoiled by awesome Spanish literature classes in Barcelona. BC is trying though, that's nice.

Econometrics
12:00 - 13:15
Arguably one of the hardest classes offered at BC, up there with organic chemistry, financial analysis, and various physics classes. Nothing too scary has happened yet. I'm hoping for a lot of math. If the scariness is due to math, I'll be fine. Economics in general should have higher math requirements (and also social science requirements!).

The Physics of Conventional and Alternative Energy
13:30 - 14:45
I finally have... a Jesuit teacher! For physics, no less. This class fits in very well with my economics class, actually. Currently we are going over petroleum and engines and efficiency and energy density and fuel mixtures and extraction techniques. Interesting stuff. This class also emphasizes the importance of water and oil and their finite supply. 

Macroeconomic Theory
15:00 - 16:15
Very cool time to take this class. Basically we start off every day with a discussion of current events (Scotland, their currency, and monetary policy come up a lot) and what the macroeconomics of various situations are. The lectures themselves are not too stimulating, but our Turkish professor is very engaging and begins every class with a pump-up song (and lets us email him suggestions the night before class). Yes, that's right. A third of my classes are taught by Turks.

20th Century Tradition I
19:00 - 20:15
The best end to the day. Marty Cohen was my teacher all of sophomore year. He is a powerful and influential teacher, but in a gentle and profound way. We are reading The Man Without Qualities by Robert Musil right now, and I really like it. It is a bit of a collection of ramblings, but they have some strange sort of loosely organized meaning strung through them all which hold it together. 

Wednesday
Environmental Economics
18:00 - 19:15

Thursday
 Contemporary Latin American Writers
10:30 - 11:45

Econometrics
12:00 - 13:15

The Physics of Conventional and Alternative Energy
13:30 - 14:45

Macroeconomic Theory
15:00 - 16:15

20th Century Tradition I
19:00 - 20:15

Friday
No class!


So that's the breakdown. Busy Tuesdays and Thursday, and lots of classes overall. As for other things going on, there is club soccer, undergraduate senate, writing columns for the school newspaper, and a potpourri of less scheduled involvement. The guys I am living with are an absolute pleasure. Lots of witty banter, board games, cookouts, tailgates, a wine and cheese night, a big party last Saturday, and in general a great time. It certainly is something, all this involvement. I have found that I maintain pretty even levels of stress regardless of the situation, but that strangely enough I get even less stressed when I have a lot of things I need to do. So the involvement is fun and oddly de-stressing. It keeps me busy, but doesn't rule my life. Boston College is not an easy school to get into, but it is an easy school to get into, in terms of involvement. Just last Friday I was walking around the activity fair in one of the quads, and wow, I thought, there is just so much to offer. This fair was a collection of hundreds of clubs presenting themselves to (mostly) the underclassmen. I threw my name down for a few, on the off-chance that one of the mass emails from a club's listserv catches my attention and fits into my schedule. 

In more personal news, I banged my foot pretty badly last Sunday, so I will be taking this weekend of soccer off. We have our first home game on Sunday, which makes that less than enjoyable. The trainer is "pretty sure" it's not a fracture. However if the pain hasn't gone away by next Monday, I will be going to get an x-ray.

If anyone is interested in reading my first article for The Heights, here is the link: Heights Article

Barcelona reunion, with Tanja (top right) being the biggest surprise, visiting from Vienna, Austria.

We have purchased a hammock. I had a lovely nap on Wednesday afternoon. 

Put up my Catalan flag (called a senyera) for Catalan national day.

These are photos from some friends in Barcelona. Wish I could have been there.